Marz wrote:

I've decided to create a personal blog and officially document my experiences there. i'm probably not the best fit for this forum anymore, so moving forward, I  won't be posting here any longer.
I still encourage others to try it out and see what happens, flooding yourself with healthy habits is always a good thing!
Be well! ❤️

 
Hi Marz, i'm sorry you feel this way as you are a valuable member of this forum.
I really want you to reconsider leaving.

So many people have and will continue to benefit from your experience and advice and friendship - i know i am one of them.

Sad to see you leave  I was just starting to get the hang of it by doing it daily/more structured and noticing some shift in my reality.. 

lalalovely wrote:

So yesterday I completed the PW in the morning and the BWD in the evening. I guess I felt into a deeper unconscious state again during BWD because the next thing I remembered is Lanie counting to wake up again

Last night I had a really vivid dream where my man texted me that "he made a huge mistake,I am the love of his life and he wants me back".. That's what I always put into the PW sessions.. scary! 

@Marz: I also sometimes do the meditation when I am in the bus or something. I just have my eyes open but let my mind wonder  
 

Ahh! It's working then! It's imprinting your subconscious mind! I think if you wake up while she's counting, that means she's truly imprinted your subconscious mind.
I never thought of the bus or the subway! I only did it once today though, how often are you doing it?
 

Today was hectic! I did the meditation while getting dressed for work and it worked - I was conscious and moving but meditating if that makes sense and again when I got home, but fell asleep to it (although I think the meditation still holds the same if not, better effects!).
I think I might do the MHB for 2/3 times a day. There is so much pure love and friendship between us that maybe I should try to incorporate some passion.
We shall see. Doing MHB before bed.
It's not too late for anyone to join! Who knows what miracles will be manifested when you flood your life with meditative energy and connect to the infinite power of the universe!

so yesterday I wanted to start with the 30 days challenge, So I started the PW guided meditation with 3 minutes silence before I went to sleep.. Guess what? I fell asleep/in subconscious again during the relaxation exercise and woke up this time during the 3 min. silence.. -_- I think in this scenario it wouldn't work because I am basically sleeping at the moment where I should be affirming/visualizing.. 

lalalovely wrote:

Marz wrote:

Jag123 wrote:

Hi Marz

I had a day off yesterday so did PW 3 times!  I really enjoyed them and I can feel the confidence in myself increasing, which can only be a good thing.  Also, having only downloaded the meditation the other day, I had been doing the meditation via the instructions from the book.  I have to say the actual MP3 makes a BIG difference.  Using a guided meditation means sitting back, relaxing and enjoying the show .  I downloaded Burn this morning to change things up a bit, and did that this morning which again was brilliant.  

So far so good...my only issue is keeping the faith that this is working, ....as reality is still showing silence...

xx

 

Awesome! I haven't done my morning on yet! The last couple of times I've been doing the meditation and passing out (not literally, but I guess I fall asleep?) but I always come to when the meditation is over. Anyone experience this or know if this is okay? Lanie?
And the reality is your love is receiving each and every message you send! THAT'S your reality! Keep looking at it that way ;) Thanks for joining in on the challenge!

I also fall asleep multiple times while doing the meditation and wake up just before the mp3 ends. I am always bummed / have the feeling it didnt worked because I fell afsleep. But I've read somewhere that it's not you falling asleep, but you get into a deeper meditative state which is actually a good thing! I havent done any pw yet due to my confused state last couple of days

Hey Lala!
I actually believe this to be true. I did the technique on my own a little bit ago and I'm going to do a MHB recording here in a few.
But something has happened in the midst of this. I'm not counting the days I've done this but maybe I should.
I feel strong. Like, I don't "need" him. I adore him and I think he's amazing, but I feel a very strong and healthy self-reliance, that the idea of us not being together would suck, but I wouldn't die lol
At one point I couldn't fathom this possibility. And I have to admit, this is a really great feeling and something I've never felt in the 2-years we've been reconnected (for those who don't know, we have a 20-year history. He is literally the first man I ever loved, but I was only 16 at the time, he was 24 and the age diff kept us apart).
This newfound feeling makes me feel stable, sexy, SANE (this is a big one for those of you that know my history with him) and happy. Maybe now we can foster a true friendship without me flipping out in the midst of things and ruining it before it even starts.
YET - I will still take my time.
So, this meditation bootcamp made a drastic change in me and it seemed to happen immediately after I started passing out during the sessions lol. I wish I could bottle this feeling up and pass it to all my girls. Not only is this feeling, freeing and calm - it's super sexy to guys.
Remember the movie Closer? This scene that Dan was leaving Alice:
Alice: Why do you love her? Is it because she's successful?
Dan: No, it´s because she doesn't need me.

I'm so going to try this