Lanie, thanks for replying. There are positive things about this job so I will concentrate on that. I am grateful for that job.
But, I really need to learn to feel that the bank in mine already. I am not good with that.

I keep on making the same mistake with the bank. Today, I went there to visit my friends. I saw this other team leader and I asked him if he has a job for me.
Then this guy I know saw me and said to me and my friends that I am already with one foot inside the bank as lately I am there often.
Yesterday, I was feeling all happy knowing I work at the bank already and I am dating my guy. Today, it has shifted. Frustrates me that I am getting in the way of my desires.

emmiline wrote:

Hi collie i think you are doing great visualizing the new job at the bank. One thing i want to ask is, are you practicing feeling gratitude for your current job?

mmm i am more practicing feeling resentment  although I should feel gratitude as this job pays my bills, I am gaining experience in this job and I do feel that they do like me. There are positive things so I should concentrate on the positive to raise my vibration to be more in line with my desired job?
Also, should I start searching for a new job although I desire to return to the bank? If I search for a new job does that mean I don't have faith in the process? The thing is I will return to the bank however, I am not sure when the Universe will think it is the right time for me to return.
 

Hi,
I have mentioned in some of my posts that I desire to return to work at a specific bank. I have a whatsapp group with a few people and they are all from that bank. Yesterday, some of them were at a course that the bank sent them to. This is something I also want to experience so I scripted a day in my life that included me at the course with some fellow colleagues from the bank.
Now, coming back to my current reality..I am having an issue with my current job that I don't like and I am focused on that and feeling negative energy. They asked me to come for a meeting with the CEO and my boss (I am working a few hours from home due to a hand injury) and they will probably tell me to come back full-time or they will fire me. I don't mind the latter as my hand is more important and like i said I don't like this place.
When my hand will be better I do need to start looking for a new job but I desire the bank. What do I do?
Also, in any job interview that I go to there will be a technical interview. Do I prepare for that?
If we go back to the bank so since they know me there my desire is that I won't have to go through a technical interview. That the first and only interview will just be to tell me about the position and what is expected of me and that it will go smoothly..no hard questions!
What should I do?
When I visualise so I visualise myself already a year on the job and at my desk speaking happily to a client. Then going for lunch with the specific team that I want and celebrating my one year anniversary on the job. Everyone telling me how happy they are that I have returned to the bank and that it was the best decision and that I am doing a great job and they are happy to have me on their team. I visualise my employee's id card also
Is this visualisation ok?