I feel his arm around me and pressure on my back right now but no voice in my head. I'm not emotional. The first time I did bwd, I felt like I was being touched. I just did pw and I still feel him spooning me. I feel calm.
Hi, guys.
So I've been doing RS/PW pretty consistently over the last couple of weeks on my love.
I was doing it last night and felt really connected in the visualization; it was vivid, sharp, clear, and felt more like a conversation than me just giving him scripted lines to say.
So when I came out of the visualization, the candle on my desk was going BONKERS, with the flame bouncing all over the place and as I rolled over onto my side, I felt like he was there next to me and was spooning me just as he always did. I could feel his arm wrapped around me, pressure up against my back, and what I could swear was a faint heartbeat up against me. I swear I could hear his voice in my head. I have never experienced anything like this before! I felt so much that he was there with me that I cried some happy tears.
Between this and the utterly bizarre sign the Universe gave me Saturday night, I'm baffled.