mugginess wrote:

I took up LOA coaching and I now have figured out LOA in a general sense and my life has changed for the better. Overall, I'm in such an amazing state and I'm happier than ever. I was meeting new men online, but none ever clicked with me. I told myself that it's ok and the right one will come when he's ready. I catch myself smiling a lot for no reason and I'm so confident in myself that I think LOA changed me for the better. I've done so many LOA experiments and it works. I've manifested more money, a better relationship with my mom, weight loss, new hobbies, chocolate, a gift from a guy I was briefly dating, free coffee, and a vacation to Thailand!

Tell me more about this. How did your understanding of LoA change? How did you apply it to manifest these things?
 

Hi ladies. After a very bad heartbreak this time last year, I went crazy and did every ex back thing possible. I nee subscribed to coaching when I eventually realized it was a scam to lay on the vulnerable. I would definitely request Lanie to do a post on said scams. When he moved on with another woman I went ballistic and suicidal. After that I gave up the whole ex back thing, went for therapy and got my life back on track. By fall of last year I became my normal self again and started dating new guys. I took up LOA coaching and I now have figured out LOA in a general sense and my life has changed for the better. Overall, I'm in such an amazing state and I'm happier than ever. I was meeting new men online, but none ever clicked with me. I told myself that it's ok and the right one will come when he's ready. I catch myself smiling a lot for no reason and I'm so confident in myself that I think LOA changed me for the better. I've done so many LOA experiments and it works. I've manifested more money, a better relationship with my mom, weight loss, new hobbies, chocolate, a gift from a guy I was briefly dating, free coffee, and a vacation to Thailand! I even have a success story which would blow your mind but I'll post in another thread. I've since deleted all online dating profiles because I find with online dating you're searching for love instead of letting it find you. I'm so confident that I realized I don't need to search anymore.

Now with that said, I haven't seen my ex in more than 6 months. In the summer I drunk texted him, asking why he was ignoring me only to make a fool out of myself. From there I went into NC. I obviously let it go but in the back of my mind I always wondered "what if"? I told myself I want him back but if he doesn't come I'm happy with myself that it doesn't matter and someone better will come. I decided to RS him using Lanies method but at times it would not feel right. I was using too much of my conscious mind that I decided to stop and told myself that I can try it later.

Last night I had a dream. Now I have vivid dreams quite often and usually I can remember my dreams. However, I don't usually "feel" those dreams. Like I watch them like a movie. This dream, however, was different. I actually "felt" like I was in the dream. There are two parts. One takes place in the past and the others take place in the future.

Part 1

This part takes place in the spring of 2016. I'm pregnant with twins but I'm a single mom. My ex is the father but he isn't around. I'm huge and I actually can physically feel being tired and weighing 50 lbs more. I woke up in middle of the night.

Now, mind you, I've always wished for twins. Moreover, all celebrities seem to be making twin announcements, Amal Clooney, Beyonce's Instagram post. My initial guess was just that it was my subconscious responding to all those twins. I didn't think much and went back to sleep.

Part 2

This is the interesting part. It's now June 2017. I'm sitting on the sidewalk and I see a car pullover. The new girl is driving and my ex gets out and he tells her he'll catch up later with her. He gives me a big hug and tells me he misses me and that he's sorry for hurting me. He's holding my hand and we're walking down the sidewalk just talking about how much we miss each other. I physically felt all of this as well as the emotion. But the interesting thing was that he said everything to me as I pictured in my RS sessions. I did reveal in the dream that I lost both twins and he was apologetic and felt a sense of loss. I wonder if the twins symbolize anything.

I woke up and usually when I have good dreams and then wake up I feel upset. This time I actually had a feeling of satisfaction. I felt as if it was a state of that desire fulfilled. Here a e my questions though:

Was my subconscious mind just responding to a desire?

Is this a sign of physical manifestation on its way or was my mind just tricking me?

Could there be some telepathy? He is still with the other woman in the dream and is he questioning his own decisions and coming into my dreams  to tell me something?

For now I'm going to stop all of the RS sessions and social media stalking. I think I already feel my sire fulfilled and I'm just amazed!!