First off, I hope that you are receiving professional help for your depression.
That is very important. You come first. As to the drama and mess in your
relationship, I don't know what to tell you, you know what is in your heart.
But if it's really that bad and he's not doing the right thing sometimes it's
just better to cut your losses and start out fresh with a new man and a new
relationship. After you get this one out of your system. Life is short and you
don't want to waste years on someone who mistreats you, disrespects you,
causes you constant worry and all the rest of it. Love yourself first. There's
other men out here for you that will love you and treat you right.
So, there's no doubt in my mind the technique and loa in general work. But I just read breakup to makeup and I don't know if I should want this man back...I am madly in love with someone I met last year and it was a bit of a rollercoaster due to circumstances and outside influences. Now it's been 2 and half months since I've heard from him and 6 since we've seen each other and our break was triggered by him seeing another woman. Although I love this man so deeply and have never felt this way about anyone, Lanie did say that people do not fundamentally change and he has admitted to cheating in past relationships. I want this person so bad but I know that what happened crushed my heart and if it were to happen again, I truly don't think I would survive. It scares me because everything was going so well, we'd begun talking about marriage and kids and he did admit that he did it because he got overwhelmed and scared and he does want to be a better person. I do know this is true but I'm terrified of feeling the way I did before, I've dealt with depression my whole life and dealing with that heartache was excruciating, it may sound extra but I don't know if I would survive it. My question for you ladies is, did I attract this into the relationship? Because I did cry for about a month and half and visualized him with other women expecting him to cheat, I know he is capable of changing into a better person I just don't know how much I'm responsible for. The idea of being without him is pretty painful but I don't know what I would lose since he hasn't been around much in the last 6 months, I'm really hurt and confused...please help.