I had a really good cry yesterday and I fell asleep. I cried because I was missing her and worried about the future. Woke up much more relaxed. About an hour or so later, I got a call from the temp agency!
Not only that I got a few extra messages back to back (none of them from her, yet).
One reason I bring this up, is because random things seem to happen after a good cry...(the 3rd time I've noticed this)
Oh LJ, just don't quit. I know I am not the right one to advise you right now, but I don't believe in quitting 😊
I've had the same negative and kinda sad feelings the past 2 days.
Started the LS sunday, and it feels like it's hitting me more than it's hitting my POI. I feel like I've becoming more attached, which isn't good.
Before I started the LS for real, I had long periods where I was very positive, exited and believing that my POI would definately come back. I've had alot of focus on my self and my happiness. Overall, was feeling that this would be a succes.
But lately, I feel like I'm back a Square one. Been thinking about my POI all the time. Before, when I thought about her, I felt happy and joyful. But now I feel sad and doubtful about if this will even Work.
I tend to spiral, and I've been questioning myself "How do I get out of this spiral?"
I perform PW/BWD everyday, at least once, due to my Schedule. But I feel like it's just bouncing off of her, and right back to me.
Maybe it's just time to call it quits?
Even though I don't want to. I want her. So bad.
Hey Ladies,
It's been more than 2 weeks since I have been practicing PW in the morning and in the night. Everytime and everyday after PW I feel good, happy and confident about getting my guy back. But there are times when I don't get to perform PW during the morning due to my changing schedule and my mood takes a downward spiral. The emotions I feel during that day are just negative and sad. I feel angry at my guy for leaving me without a valid reason. What do I do, ladies? Does this happen with anyone?