Thanks for the reply. But now I am back to better meditation.If I feel sleepy I will not try to start and just enjoy sleeping. Meditation really helps me with relaxation. I am calmer and happier.
My mediation with my POI is something that will just remind him how special he is to me and will keep him reminding himself I am special to him. Even before I started PW we were already into each other but cannot have relationship and we are mature enough to accept things.
In fact I felt he also used law of attraction to me...
It's not a problem, I've been told it's actually beneficial. Your last thought was a positive one so it carries on anyway.
Will it matter that nowadays I ended up sleeping even before finishing visualization.
I started fine usually up to him talking to me..then the next minute I was already sleeping. I am curious bec it felt like the let go phase of the meditaion is not done.still hanging there. Didnt even finish his talking to me.