So he ended up going to dinner with the girl the next day :/ but hey, I'm trying not to let it get to me and bother me. Gotta stay positive!! It's tough. The more time I spend with him the more I miss him. It's getting harder. I need to go no contact for a while I think.

So it was actually a different friend that was supposed to hang with him today. Not the girl I think he may be interested in. He's seeing her tomorrow evening. I'm about to head to bed and try this again and see if plans fall through with this girl, too
We had a lovely night at the theme parks tonight!


I don't do anything special reallt for the whisper technique! I just sort of imagine what Agnes would say in her videos. The white room, white chair, him rocking on the chair etc.

So I've posted my story on here before. Still trying to bring my ex back as my boyfriend instead of a friend. Right now we are still really close and still great friends but I want more. 

I haven't done PW or BWD for a few weeks cause I wanted to give myself a break. It became more of a chore rather than something I enjoyed doing.

This morning I woke up and did the guided PW and fell asleep again right after, lol. My ex has been hanging out with this coworker of his a lot lately and at times it gets me worried but I try not to let it bother me.

In my PW, I also did a bit of the whispering technique and told my ex that he wouldn't hang out with said girl anymore (lol I know but hey) I know he had plans tonight with a friend but I'm not sure if it was this specific girl. I think it was though. Anyways, just about an hour ago he texted me asking me if I wanted to do something with him tonight because his plans to go to the movies with this friend ended up being cancelled for some reason. !! I'd like to call this a small little success, yeah?

i know he also has plans with someone tomorrow and again, I have no idea if it's with this same girl or a different friend but I'm going to try to add that bit in the whispering technique again and see if we can get this to happen again