Glad for you TIMUN I'm feeling good myself I did my mediation and when I was taking my nap in my subconious mind my husband to be A.P. Jr and I meeting with the event coordinator planning our wedding and we pay the deposit on the location we want to have our wedding and the reception we are so happy and then we check the location to make sure everything  is great the decorations everything looks good for our wedding day in my subconious mind. Then I saw the movie on hallmark channel I have seen so many times call always and forever it about two former high school sweethearts reunited after 20 years at their high school reunion it reminds me of my husband to be A.P. Jr and I that's how we first met in high school.I say thank you God and Universe for my husband to be A.P. Jr will be contact me soon very excited (happy) (happy) (happy)

ThisIsMyUsername wrote:

Thanks guys!! ive been Vibing at a great place!!

I got a call from an old job I had (my favorite job - which, by the way, was one I had worked seasonally for when things were good between my girl and i. We'd spend time there. I've envisioned working there and seeing her there lately) and they called in asking about another seasonal session! So I hope that means ive got the job

Things might just be lining up!!!

Wow, that is amazing!! Good luck. Let us know how it goes. Happy for you

TIMU,
Keep up the good work

So I just thought I'd create a new topic (so others won't be looking at the old one and just read the first few posts and think that's where I am)

So I still haven't really reached out to her. Her number is still removed from my phone. And my social media accounts are deactivated. I'm feeling good like a weight has been lifted. Like a silent knowing she's returning, but it's like more focus is on me bettering myself for me, and she's just kind of there on the back burner, and im barely worrying about it (there is still worry there in the back of my mind buts it's far more subtle) because I know she'll be back.

I've been working well on my happiness and am staying upbeat
I do want her back. I have to be honest with myself. Just gotta focus on me and stay positive, knowing she'll come back

Sorry I haven't been the most active. I have pneumonia.

I'm a major geek, so I'm super excited for Pokémon Sun, as well as Xenoverse 2. So those are some things I'm excited for! I slept with my dog on the couch last night (she usually stays in her crate during the night because we can't trust her. She's very sly) and it made me happy. I watched TV with my family. It was amazing! Yes I miss her and im sure somewhere I still worry about where we are... and how bad things are... but I'm trying hard to focus on myself and become the best i can be for me.

And you know what? I can do this
So I just wanted to say thank you to everyone for your help so far. I know i haven't been the easiest to deal with. but in some odd interesting way you all feel like family to me (I hope that's not weird to say LOL), AND I just wanted to say i appreciate you all