DeDe651 wrote:

I visualized me telling the guy that I planned to let him go and I was putting my relationship first. Over the holidays I thought about him here and there and tried to send forgiveness and let it go. I started seeing license plates for his state every where but made no contact. The visualization came about after he liked one of my pictures for the first time in months. I liked his first but I didn't really respect him to respond or notice.

In my visualization, I started out trying to cut it off (again) and he just lit into me. Told me that I played him, used him and his resources and that he couldn't stand me. Also said "get the fuck outta my life and leave me alone." It was like I could barely get a word out and I had no control of the interaction. He was just so angry. I actually cried. Well I woke up this morning and what do I see? A notification from him on my phone showing that he liked another picture.

I don't know if I was projecting or what. All I can say is that the conversation felt so real and it was like the big blow up that we never had.

Maybe you were purging or maybe you were just allowing him to control you.  Either way don't allow him to do that to you during the visualization.  You can do it to him if you want but you should always control the visualization and the outcome.  :-) 

I visualized me telling the guy that I planned to let him go and I was putting my relationship first. Over the holidays I thought about him here and there and tried to send forgiveness and let it go. I started seeing license plates for his state every where but made no contact. The visualization came about after he liked one of my pictures for the first time in months. I liked his first but I didn't really respect him to respond or notice.

In my visualization, I started out trying to cut it off (again) and he just lit into me. Told me that I played him, used him and his resources and that he couldn't stand me. Also said "get the fuck outta my life and leave me alone." It was like I could barely get a word out and I had no control of the interaction. He was just so angry. I actually cried. Well I woke up this morning and what do I see? A notification from him on my phone showing that he liked another picture.

I don't know if I was projecting or what. All I can say is that the conversation felt so real and it was like the big blow up that we never had.