Thank you 😊
I've decided to enjoy the ride. If she comes back, she comes back. If not, something else will.
I'm crazy about her, but she can't be the one who controls my life...

unicornsnrainbows wrote:

Lj wrote:

I just feel like giving up.
6 months of no interaction from her part.
Everytime we were in contact the first month after she split, it came from from me. The past 5 months, nothing from her. And for some reason she seems to despise me. Don't even know what I did.
I just feel so low on positive energy, after I invested all these feelings in LoA the last 3 months.
And with nothing to show for it.
I really don't know if I should just throw in the towel.
Been feeling so low the last couple of days...

Lj, please don't take this the wrong way, but maybe you should give up...for now.  If practicing PW is making you feel worse, instead of better, then it's probably time to shift your focus away from her for a while.  I know the thought of "giving up" is scary, because you still want her, and you're afraid that if you let go, she'll really be gone for good.  But remember, the work you've done is residual, it's not going to be all for nought.  And if you "throw in the towel", so to speak, move on, allow your energy to be directed to somewhere else, maybe even someone else, who knows...maybe that is the very thing that will allow the resistance in her to dissipate, he guard to go down, and the feelings to well up from her subconscious.  Either way, you'll win, because in letting her go, you'll give yourself the space to find a new love, and when she comes running back to you, you might even find that you don't want her anymore.

And when you gain your power back, your good feelings, and find you want to try PW again with her, you'll be doing it from a much better place...you'll truly be the one in control, because it won't matter nearly as much.
 

You know what? I think you're right. I think you are absolutely right.
Why should she have all my power, when I can use it on something else?
Maybe I will put her off for a while. And maybe I will find something better.
As you said, either way, I win.
Thank you. Needed to hear that 🤗👌

Manifestation Maven wrote:

Beautiful_1 wrote:

Manifestation Maven wrote:

I'm afraid I've sabotaged the technique by doing too much snooping in the early part of my relationship with my dude, projecting insecurities because he's so handsome and came into my life at a time where I didn't feel great about the way I looked. And I'm afraid that I've shown the universe I don't completely trust in it since I call psychics at times when I feel uncertain.

 
Its okay to speak to a psychic. You just have to remember to take the reading with a grain of salt. But continue to have faith and live your life.

Talking to a psychic only gets bad when you become addicted (been there done that) theres only 1 i talk to every few months. (He sees more of greater outcomes)
But even he tells me to allow god and the universe work everything out!

Thanks for the encouragement! And yes, you're absolutely right but it has become a crutch I need to let go of, it's frightening to me but I know that's my fear of empowerment talking.

 
Girl i completely understand where your comming from. I was relying on readings so much a year ago. Now i know that no matter what i have to have faith in myself and my heart. And allow god and the universe to unfold it all for naturally. It will all work out!

Just dont ponderon it to much also.

Manifestation Maven wrote:

I'm afraid I've sabotaged the technique by doing too much snooping in the early part of my relationship with my dude, projecting insecurities because he's so handsome and came into my life at a time where I didn't feel great about the way I looked. And I'm afraid that I've shown the universe I don't completely trust in it since I call psychics at times when I feel uncertain.

 
Its okay to speak to a psychic. You just have to remember to take the reading with a grain of salt. But continue to have faith and live your life.

Talking to a psychic only gets bad when you become addicted (been there done that) theres only 1 i talk to every few months. (He sees more of greater outcomes)
But even he tells me to allow god and the universe work everything out!

scared she might be seeing someone else, and scared because she might have actually moved on because that's what reality has proven. She hasn't responded to my (oops) drunken text.

Gotta find a way to shoo away my fears and worries and I need to find a way to be happy without her

I've been worrying that this isn't working, which obviously makes it not work.  I'm one of those people that's all about instant gratification; I'm in no way, shape, or form patient.  It's been roughly six days, and sometimes I feel like I'm dying inside because it's taking so long.  

POI hasn't blocked me on any social media, so I'm afraid I'm not doing anything.  He's hot and cold when we do have to interact with each other, so I'm doing my absolute best to not put myself in a situation where we have to speak.  He knows how to find me.

I can vividly see our future together, and KNOW we're going to be together, but I get all panicky when it doesn't happen immediately.

CTC has really helped for that, so far, and I've purchased the rest of Lanie's books, so even if things take forever to manifest, I have tips and tricks to play a part in the other aspects of my life!

I'm starting to feel like he wont manifest because he's happy in his relationship atm and I read someone that it may not work if hes happy with her

Indigo wrote:

Evey2222 wrote:

You are only as old as you feel ;) You guys will be fine!! Hope to read your success story one day! xxx
  

  
  
Exactly.  I feel really old.  I have a herniated disk in my lower back for
over twenty years (car accident) and I'm usually alright, but some days
it's difficult.  Anyway, thank you for your support.  I appreciate it
  
  
 

Hey sweetie I was reading about your back and I wanted to see if you have tried to visualize healing yourself and relieving pain while meditating?  I wrote about my food poisoning nightmare and I swear to God I should have been hospitalized but I just meditated and moved the poison out of my system through my intent.  It is the same as healing someone else or sending a message using the visualization.  

When I do it I see my body as having a cloudy or grey aura instead of a glowing golden or pink one.  I just visualize the pain, discomfort or illness dissipating until I am again filled with radiant light.  I can also take away my "buzz" if I have had too much to drink and don't want a hangover.  I am a teetotaler and even a couple of drinks will make me feel awful.  I visualize the same grey cloud dissipating and I have gone from pretty damn drunk to stone cold sober in 10-15 minutes.  ;-)