Blue wrote:

So I'm reserving this topic for the day when I come back and tell you all my wonderful happy ending.

In the meantime, my man had been much more loving and affectionate as of late. I attribute this to the fact that I have honestly let go of my outcome. Now, I still do PW/BWD every morning and evening but I do it and move on with my life. I do it to send him love and happiness then I go on about my day because I know it's reached him. I do the things I want. I go out with my girls, spend time with myself, etc. I've found that ever since I have stopped worrying and such - he has been around more. Back to calling me "love/sweetheart/babydoll/etc." every time he's contacted me first.

I've taken this time to give him his space to figure himself out and for me to have mine to grow. The night before Valentine's when we spoke, he told me how my happiness and love for myself was vital for our future. "You spend 99% of your life with yourself and I need you to do everything you want and be happy." He has always been my #1 cheerleader, the same with me. He has even pushed me to begin writing my book, something I have always wanted to do - telling me that he knows it will make me so happy when I finally publish it.

Letting go is so important. But my definition of "letting go" was just knowing everything is going to be okay. I know and trust that him and I are going to be together - when the time is right, though. I say this because the universe needs "time" (Law of Gestation) in order for things to unfold the way WE want them to. Does that make sense? I also felt that the two books I posted about angels in my masterpost help me let go a lot and release those blocks I had. They truly helped me so much and I encourage any of you to read it who feel stuck or lost.

Anywho, I'll update you all as time goes on. I hope this inspires and helps some of you to keep going, though. My man and I are in a tough situation but I know we will make it through, I'm only focused on the end result because as I've told you all before - the details are the job of the Universe!

 
The wonderful sweetheart💞

So I'm reserving this topic for the day when I come back and tell you all my wonderful happy ending.

In the meantime, my man had been much more loving and affectionate as of late. I attribute this to the fact that I have honestly let go of my outcome. Now, I still do PW/BWD every morning and evening but I do it and move on with my life. I do it to send him love and happiness then I go on about my day because I know it's reached him. I do the things I want. I go out with my girls, spend time with myself, etc. I've found that ever since I have stopped worrying and such - he has been around more. Back to calling me "love/sweetheart/babydoll/etc." every time he's contacted me first.

I've taken this time to give him his space to figure himself out and for me to have mine to grow. The night before Valentine's when we spoke, he told me how my happiness and love for myself was vital for our future. "You spend 99% of your life with yourself and I need you to do everything you want and be happy." He has always been my #1 cheerleader, the same with me. He has even pushed me to begin writing my book, something I have always wanted to do - telling me that he knows it will make me so happy when I finally publish it.

Letting go is so important. But my definition of "letting go" was just knowing everything is going to be okay. I know and trust that him and I are going to be together - when the time is right, though. I say this because the universe needs "time" (Law of Gestation) in order for things to unfold the way WE want them to. Does that make sense? I also felt that the two books I posted about angels in my masterpost help me let go a lot and release those blocks I had. They truly helped me so much and I encourage any of you to read it who feel stuck or lost.

Anywho, I'll update you all as time goes on. I hope this inspires and helps some of you to keep going, though. My man and I are in a tough situation but I know we will make it through, I'm only focused on the end result because as I've told you all before - the details are the job of the Universe!