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[quote=rosetinted]Hey lovelies. I've been lurking around for a while but have posted on the past on veronica's forum. I could use a little insight. Long story very short, my love went away in may travelling and working and wandering. It was a kind of sweet but fraught goodbye with me wanting more commitment and scaring him off, our relationship undeclared, him drunkenly kissing some other girl... Anyway. I've loved this man for over 6 years, he's told me this too but only in a jokey way when drunk. We've been off and on, best friends and then lovers. It's been a lot. I went no contact while he was away. I would hear my friends had seen him around. I heard he'd told someone with tears in his eyes that he missed me. Id been doing lanie's meditations every single day, I maybe missed two days lol. After FOUR MONTHS no contact and everyone telling me to contact him as he probably was too afraid. Last week he rang me. I was in shock. He told me he had an overwhelming urge to contact me... We had like a 20 min chat where he apologised etc and said he wanted to build a friendship. Ok now I got the contact what do I do now? I obviously want more! Do I play along for now? I text him the day after saying I was happy to hear from him... he replied a day later saying he'd try to see me this weekend... I replied a day later saying cool and stuff... weekend came and nothing and no contact since... So I'm kind of in unsteady waters and I had honestly almost given up on even hearing from him again. I had made semi peace with it. So what do I do now? I'm scared to text or call him, especially when I'd been no contact it's hard to know what to do now! Where is his overwhelming urge now?! I'm so excited to see him! If and when I do! That's probably why I just wanna ring him haha!!! I won't though... I'm just scared he will think I don't care about him now as I'm not texting or calling like I used to. One of my friends said this to me, while the other advised don't text him now. Text politics. I'm just so excited!!! I don't want to mess it up. Please help! Xxxxx[/quote]