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[quote=rosetinted]Thank you so much for all the lovely support and welcoming vibes :) I'm going to try and relax into it. It's funny a week ago I was like ok universe just a phonecall would make me happy, and it did! But then I was like ok now keep texting.. come see me.. let's be together! I wanted some majestic declaration of love but I will just keep imagining that. No contact is HARD and I have so much respect for everyone who's been able to do it. My friends were telling me to break it all the time for months. It's weird because I feel like I'm still in it now as I want it to all come from him! But maybe that's asking too much. Reading this forum, lanie's meditations and faith have got me this far when it seemed impossible, so maybe the key is to just keep going. It's like Neville saying to live in the state constantly, which feels difficult, but maybe isn't so hard if we can just relax into it rather than force ourselves into it...[/quote]