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[quote=MadMoiselle87][quote=jellyb]I just read this entire thread and I wanted to reply to your last question, MadMoiselle--you can and should absolutely forgive yourself. I've turned myself into a crazy person at times, panicking about everything, analyzing every single thing that happened or didn't happen with my guy, and reacting to everything really emotionally. I don't know any women who DON'T do that at times. It's okay. It's human, and it's understandable. And PW/visualization etc, it's still a relatively new practice for you, I think? It takes time to relax and know it's working, especially when you get such mixed signals like you're getting. Cut him loose for now, Lanie's Letting Go/CTC meditation to really helps. I was skeptical at first but it really helps make you feel better and more liberated. It really does. So please don't be hard on yourself. You are awesome and worthy of love and good things. You've done nothing wrong.[/quote] Thanks jellyb you're a sweetheart! But I'm careful with this meditation. I did it one time and it really felt I break our connection which usually is very strong. After it I didn't hear from him for days lol. I was shocked. Probably it was just my fear who created this result but unfortunately it doesn't work for me :/... I had to rebuild the connection between us with the help from another meditation lol I'm not so new to visualizations but I'm new to PW/BWD :). Im using it since I don't know about a month I guess with more or less results lmao[/quote]