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[quote=lalalovely][quote=Em]I guess I have just been left a little disappointed with this one. So many times I was living in pure faith and wholeheartedly believed I would have heard from him by now. I could FEEL it coming and completely and 100% expected it many times. But then nothing... and the cycle would repeat again of building myself up. If anything things would happen that made me feel like it was getting further away, not closer. But I did persist for quite some time. I'm over 8 months NC now and not sure wether to pick it back up again and try again for what I originally set out for.[/quote] Wow. I am going exaclty through the same thing. I am happy, I am moving on but I still keep thinking about him A LOT. I was convinced that I already had closure and forgive him/forget our past to focus on the future. But I am starting to realize it still hurts when I think about possible explanations why our relationship ended and why he "found"  a new girl so fast.. I realized that I had to stop thinking about that part and focus on the good stuff/our perfect future together instead (just like woodyluv suggested with her abraham hicks post). Hope this helps for both of us :) Because I am also frustrated that I can manifest things like crazy,  except this particular manifestation.. [/quote]