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[quote=rosetinted]Just a little update! I've been poorly with a cough and cold but my friend asked me to play a gig as someone had dropped out so I said sure. I was feeling so odd and neutral and kind of annoyed at my guy for not being in touch. I sat outside before my gig and looked at the moon and imagined loads of angels flying around it, I said please angels send me a miracle, send me a sign to not give up on him, if he's the one for me just let me know. I looked to my left and saw HIM and our mutual friend were walking upto me, coming to see me play. So weird. We had a lovely funny night laughing and drinking and they ended up invading my set and we just had a big jam together. He walked me home, ended up coming in again for a nightcap but I was still feeling fluey! He slept in my bed, held me for much of the night was so cute gave me a neck rub and back rub to help my cough. He held my hand for a while as we slept but I'm trying not to think he was just drunk.. and maybe I could have been anybody... nothing else romantic happened.. but I'm so grateful for that which did... I feel awful though as I was coughing all night and so restless! Kept waking him up too! So hope he doesn't hold that against me. I have no idea what he's feeling for me... he did say 'I think we're grown up enough to share the same bed together..' lol but maybe he gives out massages all the time ! I'm dreaming and hoping his feelings are growing again, that he just can't stay away. I actually said to my friend that day I feel so crappy I just want him to hold me for a little while.. Scared but intrigued by what will happen next.. here's hoping he doesn't freak outtttt or I don't ha. Lots of love ladies and thank you for your magic support. And thank you lanie 💜💖[/quote]