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[quote=lunamoon][size=100]Hi Lanie, hi dear forum members,[/size][size=100]first of all, i'm happy to be here :) I'm new to this forum, but definitely not new to loa related topics and especially not to RS. In the past I attracted many guys into my life, people I had a crush on via social media, ex's and even a celebrity. It has [b]never[/b] been a problem for me, because I think I'm pretty smart, cool & attractive so I never doubted myself in any way. With the power of my mind and taking time for RS sessions I always got them to contact me. No exception – it always worked ! Here is the problem with my current situation which made me buy all of Lanie's mp3's and sign up to this forum...[/size][size=100]To make it short – I actually [i]had[/i] a first date with a guy that I attracted via social media. I had a blast and his body language was telling me he felt the same. Now weird part --> - after the date I didn't hear from him for like 5 days which irritated me so much that I kind of 'lost' my coolness or nerves... Now I realize that he was probably 'testing' me to see how I reacted  but during these days I was so shocked to [i]not[/i] hear from him that I acted like a complete different person --> [/size][size=100]Hurt ego, irritated woman – guess what's coming next :) of couse, [b]I[/b] texted him first asking what's going on etc.. making it even more weird. He then wanted to meet again but I declined politely because it wasn't feeling 'right' (I mean no woman wants to go on a pity-date).  [/size] [size=100]No contact since then. I know the moment I acted from a hurt-ego-point of view was the moment I ruined it the interaction between us. I should have stayed calm and PW'd him and let him come to me – as I did with all the other guys. [/size][size=100]The fact that I didn't impress him that much or that he wanted to test my reaction (and I kind of failed) really holds me down. My RS sessions since then don't feel honest and real anymore and I feel like I've lost my magic spark when it comes to him. How can I switch my energy back ? I mean obviously my inner strength and belief isn't only dependent on one person's approval - but I must admit that this is the first time something like that has happened to me. I still want him back into my life even though he acted like in idiot but I am kind of blocked in my manifestations. AND I love manifesting so it really is an issue I would like to solve.  I hope you have any suggestions in how to get my powers back [img]http://cdn.boardhost.com/emoticons/wink.png[/img][/size]  [/quote]