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[quote=rosetinted]Well he's bloody disappeared again. No responses to texts. I saw him out and he was in a weird mood and just ran off so I gave him a ring, checked he was ok. Said he just didn't like the vibe in there. Within the SAME convo he asked for a massage on his injury (I'm trained too) told me to go see this other band playing as 'they're really good looking, you'll be fine..' (wtf) and I gently tried to invite myself to a party he was going and he was like NAH... So weird and up and down and not like him I dunno wtf is going on in his head one minute I'm his best friend he's cuddling all night the next I feel like crap... I heard from a friend they saw him 'super drunk' this week. I haven't contacted him since last weekend. The full moon was a crazy one anyway. I just feel kind of hurt and confused and embarrassed and worried... Wondering how I can see this as a good thing. Seems so up and down. I know I will end up with him. Just need to stop feeling pissed at him as I love that idiot. Things were going so well! Been still doing PW at least once a day and just distracting myself. Would love some words of encouragement and support and that I've not ruined it or to give up on him.. I couldn't. Love you all Xx[/quote]