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[quote=rosetinted][quote=DC][quote=rosetinted]Well he's bloody disappeared again. No responses to texts. I saw him out and he was in a weird mood and just ran off so I gave him a ring, checked he was ok. Said he just didn't like the vibe in there. Within the SAME convo he asked for a massage on his injury (I'm trained too) told me to go see this other band playing as 'they're really good looking, you'll be fine..' (wtf) and I gently tried to invite myself to a party he was going and he was like NAH... So weird and up and down and not like him I dunno wtf is going on in his head one minute I'm his best friend he's cuddling all night the next I feel like crap... I heard from a friend they saw him 'super drunk' this week. I haven't contacted him since last weekend. The full moon was a crazy one anyway. I just feel kind of hurt and confused and embarrassed and worried... Wondering how I can see this as a good thing. Seems so up and down. I know I will end up with him. Just need to stop feeling pissed at him as I love that idiot. Things were going so well! Been still doing PW at least once a day and just distracting myself. Would love some words of encouragement and support and that I've not ruined it or to give up on him.. I couldn't. Love you all Xx[/quote] I would look at things a little differently. There might not be enough energy built up yet so he's confused and trying to get himself figured out. Everything points to him caring but he might not be confident in himself or confused about how he's feeling. I wouldn't contact him, and keep reaching out to him energetically instead. He'll come around but you need to be able to maintain a positive vibe.[/quote] Thank you love, you're right that just shifted me thank you. Also I kept picking up on him feeling 'I'm not worthy I'm not good enough' he always asked in the past 'why do you want me?!' So maybe it might be good for me to reaffirm to him I'm here, I love you unconditionally, you're a superstar to me! I will continue as you suggest, thanks for replying fast I was needing that. :) X[/quote]