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[quote=jenib]So I started the LOA and read PW and started the work to draw back my ex, who I still love. We broke up in June 2014 and have only see each other 1 time since then in December of 2014. We we ended up at this bowling alley today at a party for mutual friendsand at the end of the event I went up to him and we talked, small talk for 20 minutes or so. I have been visualizing this conversation over and over for the past 3 weeks. He asked me if  I was dating, engaged , married etc. I said no...nothing serious, he said well what are you waiting for? I said. You. He turned and looked at me and smiled and chuckled. He said really are you happy, I said yes, are you, and she said he was. (he is in a relationship with another woman)  ..so we continued to chat and he said well I have to go so I can get ready for work, I said it was nice to see you, he said yes good to see you too, he said can I get a hug. I stood up and he hugged me around my waist and caressed my back, and I pulled away, when I pulled he came right in and kissed me on my lips and said I still love you. I went blank, I was just standing there, and he kissed my lips again and said I love you. I said I love you too..and he walked off. WTF? What do I do now. He said he is happy with this other woman,  but why WOULD he kiss me that is so random and he is so emotionally cold most of the time,  could not believe he kissed me. What do I do now. DO I continue to meditate, or just consider this closure and move on. I am a mess right now. Please help me understand. [/quote]