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[quote=MadMoiselle87][quote=Oasiscalm][quote=Aphrodite11][quote=MadMoiselle87] You're right guess I should [b]act like I don't care[/b] and focus more on myself ... if I'm going on to be so clingy he probably never want to meet up again...[/quote] Do you notice something? You are upset that he hasn't met you since your last encounter, that he texts you but doesn't meet you? He is a human and he has to work to feed himself and fulfill his basic needs, he has other people too (friends, family) in his life apart from you whom he values and with whom he might want to maintain a healthy relationship? Is he supposed to completely ignore, devalue and leave them and just be with only one person 24x7? They have a place too in his life just as you have a special place in his life. We all have multiple people who have their places in our lives. From what I read above, you appear to be desperate, needy and yes very clingy. Somewhat emotionally dependent on him. And as mentioned by others this is a huge turn off for most people. I personally do not feel like spending any time with clingy people and I end up being irritated by them. I have had experiences with clingy men. Trust me it's extremely vexing. You could clearly see he had work and people become tired after working for long, don't the? It's common sense. The reason I am mentioning common sense here is because I used to end up thinking "doesn't he/she have enough common sense to at least understand that I might be busy or occupied by something or I might not be in a mental/physical condition, etc, etc, etc". This was in past. Later I found out and understood that it was because of dependency, fear, insecurity, etc. And also had to attend the birthday of his friend, yet you ended up disappointed. Now imagine some guy behaving with you the way you behave with him. Perhaps it will help you understand. Don't "act as if you don't care". Work on uprooting that clingy behaviour out of you completely. Also dear why don't you enjoy your alone time you get with yourself when he doesn't end up meeting you? Why don't you see that it is actually an opportunity to do other things that you want to do? Why don't you take the advantage of that time?[/quote] I'm going to have to completely disagree with shaming the OP that she is clingy. Their last date was a month ago. Had she just had a date a few days and then asking for more time then I would agree. But it was a month since she last saw him. And she made arrangements to go to the sauna. And now she sees him going out with other people and fobbing her off with excuses of being tired. Clearly he enjoys your company and interaction hence the daily communication. But if he isn't making the effort to see you more often then you have to accept at this current time what you desire he isn't ready for. I wouldn't say you are being clingy. I would say however you are holding yourself in limbo waiting for him to change when its you who needs to change first. You need to be complete believe that you can have the relationship you desire with him. And not look at your current reality as evidence that it's not happen. Take a step back and get yourself aligned and positively expectant of getting your desires. To his actions now stop seeing the current reality of him not making the effort. Stop focusing on the unwanted and continue the techniques, be happy and lean back and observe the shift in him.[/quote] Thanks Oasiscalm :) I got a lot better since I posted this. I watched a lot of videos from Benthino Massaro and it was a really eye opener for me. I try to ignore the reality and just hold on to my imagination that is MY reality and since that he's sooo much more nice and caring to me than before! He even wanted to visit me yesterday but I wasn't at home lmao. But still I guess I'm back on track and know I can totally change my reality the way I want it to be :) But Aphrodite isn't so wrong btw... In the past we even break because I was too clingy.. it's getting better now and I'm really working on that. But sometimes I still try to push things forward and he's someone who always breaks out then.  [/quote]