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[quote=daisychain]Little background so bear with me…..while on holiday in summer with family I met a local guy, long story short we got together on my last night and day.  I liked him from the first moment I saw him.  The morning I got back he messaged to see if everything was ok, I replied and a few messages were sent back and forth over the next few days.  I accidently called him about 5 days after I got back, I hung up straight away panicking but he called me straight back and from then on we were in contact everyday, messaging and calling (him initiating all the calls). I ended up going back to see him a few months later and everything was great for the first week, he was overjoyed to see me big hugs, kisses, cuddling watching TV, looking out for me when he was working the lot.  Second week went downhill, he was more distant, I now realise I brought this on myself as I’m very insecure and always thought why is he wasting time on me, he could have anyone, he’s probably got a different girl every other night, the usual negative things.  I was in this mind frame from pretty much the start and while I was back there with him.  As it turned out someone told me he had a girlfriend (she is also from a different country than him and it had been going on a few weeks before I arrived back there).  His reaction and look on his face when I confronted him wasn't one of oh s*** i've been caught, he actually looked like he genuinly had no idea what I was talking about.....eventually he looked quite sad and just kept saying i'm sorry!  His reason for not saying anything to me was he didn’t want to hurt me.  We’ve been in touch a few times since I’ve been back, always me initiating, which I know I shouldn’t and we've even had some hahaha messages and the odd liking each others things on facebook. Anyway getting to my reason for this post is that I just realised today that I manifested him back into my life back then……when I got back the first time I had this really strong feeling that I would be with him again, it never disappeared I always believed we’d be together again.  I can't remember having any resistance to this thought, it was that strong.  I knew nothing about LOA or Lanie etc until after i'd come back the second time, thinking back I now realise and truly believe that me accidentally calling him that day was the universe giving me my desire (probably not the right way to word it). I still have the same strong feeling that this isn’t the end of mine and his story together and that we will be together again this time in a new better loving and committed relationship [img]http://cdn.boardhost.com/emoticons/grin.png[/img] BELIEVE in what you want so much that it has no choice but to materialise![/quote]