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[quote=donna89]So anyone who knows my story knows i started out my loa journey in such a distraught way i was impatient i was constantly doubting this and my ablities. but something inside me jus said you know what keep going do it believe so i did even when things were the worst and i mean the worst.  i am even jus soooooo unbelievably grateful for what has happened tonight i saw him first time in 5 months at the station he came up to me which  i wasnt expecting and spoke to me he askd me straight away if im seeing someone i told him im single he then said he was too and that he wasntt feeling it with her i dunno if my rs sessions helped but we talkede for ages i love him unconditionally so i jus cried and he held me all i can describe was feelin at home we both felt it ... but sadly he did say to me i will always love you but we cant ever be in a realtionship again ( we broke up 3x times before) and he told me he wants me to meet someone else but he said it with tears in his eyes now weve had no cotnact 5 months n he lost my number he said i dont think we shud swap numbers we jus cnt b txtin he was adamant my heart was breakin on the spot  but we kissed i left to go home that was it.... im so even grateful this happened seriously to have this progress from him so my question is in my rs i viusalized him tellin me he loves me and wants to get back together and hugging each other and i was cryin in his arms what manifested was jus the cryin in his arms and him holding me so do i carry on with rs wanting him to tell me he wants me bc  or is this really it no more like he said do i give up now once and for all coz it didnt happen tonight  soz bout long message - thanks for your feedback i rly need some advice [/quote]