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[quote=January]For the first time since the breakup, I am actually sleeping again! I didn't wake up in time to get in the right frame of mind to do BWD this morning. I wanted to do it when I could pour a ton of emotion and heat into it. I did Agnes Rubbing Out Technique and then Lanie's Body Enlightenment again before I got out of bed. I am so thrilled to be sleeping more than 2-3 hours a night!  I think that it could be because I am at peace with the outcome.  I watched and read some Basher for the first time before bed last night and it resonated with me. I wrote this on a card to carry with me " Circumstances don't matter. Only state of being matters". I had a totally pampering shower, I got flirted with at the store this morning so that gave me some swag back. I didn't wear underwear! Ha, just those little things that make me feel my sacred feminine power.  I am feeling very sensual and I know that I am going to be able to do the most intense BWD session I have done in a while on my lunch hour and put everything into it. I used to get texts from him when he was working that he couldn't stop thinking about me, my boobs,  etc when he was working so I am going to have BWD take place in his office. I am sure that he is expecting me to at least email him Happy Birthday today since I always initiated contact before when we weren't talking. I am going to do BWD and then CTC so he can feel the loss of me.[/quote]