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[quote=January]I have a little update about my fling (NOT my POI, whom I'm still working on). Since he apologized right after CTC, he has continued to apologize and we've cleared the air. I'd been getting some sexual texts all week and when we spoke today, he apologized again and said something that sounded familiar. I'd written down what I'd have him say and looked at it today. What he was said in his texts was close to what I'd had him say in my half-hearted PW/BWD I did the one time. But today he told me something that was ABSOLUTE verbatim! I've never doubted PW works because I'd been getting messages from this guy before we started our fling almost every time after an intense BWD on my POI, in addition to getting hit on by other random guys, so I knew my vibration was rising. But today's confirmation gave me such a boost! This week has been another breakthrough week for me in terms of personal growth. I had some massive mind and energy shifts mid week and have been riding a wave of gratitude and ecstasy the past few days. I finally let go of eveything, not just to do with my POI but all the shit that's been bringing me down for years. I'm in that beautiful state of keeping it raw and real. So it surprised me when I had a really weird dream last night that involved my POI and the girl he was/is with (Not sure as we are NC). For those who don't know my story, my POI and I were in a LDR for a long time, it had grown stagnate and due to our schedules, we hadn't seen each other in a year or so but spoke all the time. A few months ago, he told me he met someone but had doubts about them working out. I've never met her but in the dream, she was taking cheap shots about my insecurities that I've been working on the past 2 months and finally just released completely. I kept my cool, didn't feel hurt and kept my high vibration up. I felt so empowered. I've never had a dream like this. Tonight is my final love spell of the first round. I know it will be the most intense session yet. When the cloud bursts over my POI, he's not going to know what hit him. :)[/quote]