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[quote=LadyK]My ex and I have been broken up for almost 4 months now. There is a lot of love and passion and a lot of magic moments there, but he is going through a lot of change like quitting a longterm job to pursue a music career in a touring band, moving his things into storage and crashing with me, living like a vagabond, pretty fresh out of a traumatic longterm relationship when we met, going through some intense family stuff, etc. Long story short, our circumstances to start a relationship were less than ideal and we broke up 5 months into it and he moved out. After a lot of arguments in cramped quarters, he ended the relationship under the premise that maybe he just needed "some time". I took it really hard but I initiated no contact for 21 days and then reached back out and we hung out once, but I got frustrated at his resistance so told him it was clear he needed more time. He just stopped responding to me altogether after that and I didn't reach out again. We have a lot of mutual friends and run with the same crowd & go to the same bars, so running into him is pretty inevitable. I saw him at a show a few weeks later and we were cordial. He told me I looked good but we barely spoke otherwise. He's on the road with his band all the time now, and came back for a week or so before leaving again this past weekend. I've been doing pw twice a day (sometimes more) since January 27 as well as lots of scripting and visualizing. On the 6th night of doing the love spell, I ran into him at another show. I already had plans to go, but knew there was a possibility he might be there because he's friends with the band as well. His sister in law tipped off he was going, so I prepared myself as much as possible. Somehow I felt calm and confident and things went as well as they could have under the circumstances. I was feeling awesome because I just manifested a badass dream job and was excited to tell him about it. I actually visualized myself telling him about it and him being excited for me, which happened in real life so that was pretty cool. He told me he was really glad things had turned around for me and it was about time that happened. He stood next to me the whole time and our interaction was friendly. He was still pretty guarded and I could feel him tense up a bit when we hugged though. I was disappointed that he didn't ask me any questions and that I was the one doing all of the initiating and that he almost left without saying bye to me, but I was determined to have a positive experience so I didn't let that happen! Sometimes I get down but I know all this stuff I'm doing is working and I'm getting through to him even though it's taking time and he hasn't initiated contact with me since the end of December. I am just trying to trust that the universe is taking care of it and divine timing is at work. I know it's working because I have manifested at least 5 guys from my past back into my life since I've been at it LOL. I've also got a new cute boy from work chasing me and I tried to entertain that but just realized I am just not ready to date anyone else and want to focus on me and getting my love back. People in general, even strangers, are just nicer to me and I've been getting a lot of random gifts from my friends. I see 11:11 every day, sometimes twice a day. I carry rose quartz in my pocket at all times, listen to subliminals, meditate, practice gratitude every day, spend a lot of time with my family and friends and am exercising and getting out into nature and enjoying the beauty that is all around us and just try to keep my vibrations high. I love Brad Yates' EFT tapping videos on YouTube. This forum and Veronica's is helping me so much. Thank you all so much for being here and being supportive. I'm so thankful I found you all and LOA. I'm wishing you all the best of luck in getting your partners back and manifesting all of your dreams.[/quote]