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[quote=Evey2222][color=#800080][i]Posted in Veronicas forum too, hope this is ok[/i] :) [/color] [color=#424242]So, it was like I had a realisation this weekend, I woke up and realised that the guy I have been trying to attract back, hasn't been the one that I have wanted, I had made small manifestations but no contact from him. But I was hearing from my other guy all the time.[/color] [color=#424242]Long story short, he is in the army now, we broke up nearly a year ago, never really gone a whole month without contact because he can never leave me alone (not being big headed I just think he has just found it really hard to let go.) This guy was and still is the love of my life and I have been denying it so much and almost transferring it onto someone I dated for 6 weeks...There is no way I could be in love after 6 weeks, I'm just not wired that way. Anyway I asked the universe to clarify who I truly desire and who I should choose...well as I was in the shower, my phone went off and my love from the army popped up. If that isn't a clear cut sign then I don't know what is haha![/color] [color=#424242]So anyway, I haven't actually done a lot of visualisation on him the last few months, but I noticed when I was thinking of the new guy, my mind always wondered to the army guy. So I really do think my true desire is with him.[/color] [color=#424242]The amazing thing is, I don't care if I get him back or not, i want to be happy with or without him, and I want him to be happy with or without me. I guess that was true unconditional love is! [/color] [color=#424242]But the amount of success I have had with manifesting contact with him and even met up with him a few times.[/color] [color=#424242]I visualised and used PW but only thought of romantic loving scenarios in stead of sexual. I scripted, I even pretended to have conversations with my friends about us being together again and how he is now the man I have always dreamed of (When I was alone of course). [/color] [color=#424242]So recently I had been affirming aloud that he loves me and only wants me, that he is committing to me and respects me, etc. I was doing it yesterday morning, and in the evening for the first time in a long time he was telling me how much he missed cuddling up next to me and that we had something. That he just cant commit right now, so I didn't freak out, as I feel a bit immune to everything he says to me now, i just said its a choice he makes but I understand..[/color] [color=#424242]We agreed to a fresh start, forgetting the past and being friends (for now) even though I know deep down we both want more. But I need to build a friendship and new relationship with him first before proper commitment. I want to do it properly this time other than rushing into things. [/color] [color=#424242]But it does work and always works, if you set your mind to it, love yourself, make yourself happy, you can do this. If it comes from a place of desperation and neediness it will back fire. Trust me I have been there too!! I heard everything under the sun, he doesnt have feelings for me, he doesn't love me anymore, doesn't care, met someone new, blah blah blahhhh That is how I see it anyway. I just think yeah alright then dear, you keep telling yourself that hahaha!  UPdate: I started the love spell on C (army guy) last night and whilst I was doing this the candle melted on this wooden heart plaque I put it on! Thought that was kinda intense lol!! Literally melted all over his sock and the heart and my wooden side table!! [img]http://cdn.boardhost.com/emoticons/smile.png[/img][/color] [color=#424242]Hope this has encouraged people today. It can be done if you put your heart and mind to it all [/color][img]http://cdn.boardhost.com/emoticons/happy.gif[/img][color=#424242] xxx[/color][/quote]