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[quote=BelieverOfLOA][quote=Avaelle]I know it hurt you extremely to find out what all he was doing behind your back, the lies he was telling you, the risk he was exposing you to.  I know because I've felt that pain before. What I can say is that without question, you deserve better.  You seem like such a lovely, thoughtful and dedicated woman. No way is putting up with lies what is meant for you. I would forget trying to attract him back. Instead,  I'd try to figure out what would attract such a man to me.  Then,  I'd work on that and open myself to welcoming a good man that knew my worth.  You can be happy without him and you can have a family without him.[/quote] Just figuring out this forum thing, so I don't know if I click quote or reply to post... lol, but I'll try this option. Thank you for your words. I am sorry you have known this pain, but the truth is it all works out as it should. It definitely helps us to help other when they are in a time of need. So, eternally thank you. I know without a shadow of a doubt I deserve better. I think with this situation it's heart breakingly sad. I think I called him in because we have past life ties, I resonate at a high frequency normally, and he loved that... and he knew I'd make an amazing partner and spouse. He wanted a family. I think that I stayed after May cause I felt guilty - which is my wound to heal. I also must heal why I attract amazing men, but physically it's not there. I need mind, body, and spirit... cause my soul definitely loves my body. 😂 I have been having visions lately of a little girl. She was walking in front of me with a flower girl dress on... and the moment was gorgeous. Now, I don't know who... but I know it's in the work. In my heart I know all will be well. It's just so devastating to see a man go from wanting it all to rationalizing everything. But I got my tears out today. We spoke. He told me she read the message I sent telling her about how he was with me in Jan and lied - we has sec cause I didn't know they were together... she knows and doesn't care he sleeps with me... it's just a sad mess. The tears today felt so good. But thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you for your response! 💛[/quote]