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[quote=carly100]thanks for your responses. I think though when you want something so bad, like I do, you tend to question the technique a bit too much. It's not as if I'm trying to say that it doesn't work I think its just you get impatient.  But unlike some others I'm willing to keep doing this technique and if someone better comes along I'm ok with that too. I was only with the guy a month or so, as silly as it sounds though, but never felt that way about anyone before. Things were going so well and we grew fonder but I made one mistake and he called it off. So I'm unsure if the emotion is there enough for him to reach out. It just seemed rather rash the way it ended, when he was the one initiating contact and chasing me the time we were seeing eachother.  I'm 30 and think I grew up later. Had my first relationship when I was 26 and only just started to have confidence, so this shouldn't be the end for me, but it's hard when all your friends are married and have kids, feel a tad behind.  thanks[/quote]