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[quote=Jag123][quote=unicornsnrainbows]haha, it's true, we are all a bit bonkers here!  And yes, it is SO much easier to remain on an even-keel and stay detached from the worry and over-thinking when our person is not currently in our life.  I can only imagine the rollercoaster ride of emotion and anticipation I'd suddenly be on if I were to hear from mine.  Easier to imagine and create from a vacuum than from a dose of physical reality smacking you in the face.  So it's important to keep remembering how FAR YOU'VE COME, and that YOU created THIS!  He's texting you.  Real time.  Real world.  It's all happening right n...no...it all happened months ago.  You are just seeing the evidence now as it trickles in on your screen.  So instead of observing and reacting to these tracers, (the projection playing out on your screen), keep creating the film for the next movie you want to see.[/quote] Don't you think there is that sweet spot when you are back in contact and still not sure of the intentions. It's frustrating because you want it now, but you have faith  that the relationship could actually be everything you  imagine it could be.   You can do the "work" safe in the knowledge that they are thinking about you..  It is the newness before full contact resumes and expectations arise - we are human after all! When you are back together or heading in that way properly,it is very easy to return back to the old familliar self and patterns - both of you. That's why this part of the  journey is so important in creating a new you energetically, to the point where the old familliar self and patterns don't exist anymore. I am glad it is taking time, this is where I believe we are at our creative best.  Last night showed me I'm not quite there yet, so I'm grateful for that.  When he text and the gnawing feeling came, I could tell I'd moved ever so slightly from the sweet spot to the old familliar  - my emotions told me.  It's a subtle difference, which is why being aware of our emotions and drivers is so important ,when we are manifesting anything.  It's having the tools to bring it back when we feel ourselves move away from our creative power and into trying to control the outcome.  As it happens our conversation flowed beautifully and my panic had set in when he hadn't replied to a message because he was cooking (of course I found that out later) Nuts that in that small gap of time, I went there, not for long but I did.  After writing about it to you all, I found something else to occupy my time.  When I picked up my phone again, he'd text.  It's that rollercoaster ride of anticipation that you describe.  It's all a balance isn't it.  Real world, real time is amazing and you're right remembering how far we come is so important. What you have written here sums it up: [i]So instead of observing and reacting to these tracers, (the projection playing out on your screen), keep creating the film for the next movie you want to see.  [/i]It's all a balance, and next time my reaction will be completely different :) Thanks again for listening! J x[/quote]