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[quote=luxelifesek]ever since i began to practice LOA/PW/Subs I've been able to manifest a text back, and even being unblocked on Instagram however, i relapsed last night. everything hit me like a ton of bricks. I've been crying for 2 days after staying strong for nearly a week. and every negative thought i had, my ex has relayed to me.  i was on his Facebook page earlier today, i saw how amazing he is. how thoughtful, caring, loving, of a person he is. and it hit me. why couldn't i appreciate this man? we were together for over a year. constant fighting, jealousy, insecurity. he never cheated on me. i always compared myself to his ex, who's basically a ghost as she is married now.  i look back and feel regrets. i HAD THIS PERSON who LOVED ME DEEPLY over a year and a half. why couldn't i just realize this? is it too late? he told me:  the decision he made for us to part is for the best  he doesn't love me anymore i can't handle being friends  hes happily single and loving it  i think back to the times we were together and it hits me like tidal waves. i miss this person in my life. none of this is from a lacking pov by the way as i never felt like it was truly over between us. it still isn't  i just want some tips? can i get him back? its just been SOOO DIFFICULT. i miss my  best friend. [/quote]