Name

Message

[quote=lavendernova101]And I'm coming with updates! The last time I was on this forum, I'd decided to use these techniques on someone I'd been crushing on for years. We never had anything, he'd ignore me for years. It was just a crush out of a short term friendship. I thought he was so great, hilarious, smart. Of course after doing the techniques, a few months later, I'd started hearing from him. He even sent dirty pictutes. I guess I didn't focus too much on the love part but that part. Anyways, I abrubtly stopped hearing from him. I don't think I was that positive either. Turned out he'd had a girlfriend and she'd left him cause he kept cheating. Not the kinda person I wanted, after all. He has someone else now and I'm very, very far from interested in him. But it did work. Also, about last summer after this, I'd gotten a new poi. I didn't have much belief. A few days ago they started chatting me up very flirty. But, I didn't need that. I actually completely fell head over heels for someone last may. 9 months into the relationship, things start getting serious, back to college, aaaand he leaves me. Out of nowhere. A week ago, and I'm back here again. But I'm glad I can update at least and be with like minded people, find inspiration and so on. Currently I've realized how my thought patterns have effected all this. I was feeling needy, jealous, not so great in the past month before this. I'd had some sort of intuition, or was it a warning sign of me manifesting this situation? I really don't know. But I'm on this journey again. And I want to be more active here as well! I'll definitely keep updated. Two side notes. First, I actually did this once during our relationship when he took a nap. Just for fun. In a sexual way. He actually woke up saying he dreamt about that. Second side note, I started realizing my mistakes and practicing this all the night it ended. So, pretty quickly. I stuck with mostly no contact and one night I was doing the guided meditation for PW. He woke up right after saying he had a terrible dream. It ended with "I nelove d to sleep" I need love to sleep. So I told him. (We're 5 hours apart and see each other rarely. Last time was a couple weeks ago. But he'd call me and fall asleep with me every night.) But then I broke no contact, silly me. Then it seemed less hopeful. So I'm stronger now, trying to self love like my life depends on it, and sticking with this, detaching, and going to keep posted. This all happened just a week ago. I really had no sign him him and it was quite shocking. We were happy. But the last time he explained was that he was confused or he doesn't have enough love emotions? Anyways, doesn't matter! I've got everything inside me I need. My self love, the universe, and my manifesting power and from previous experience, I know it works. Will keep everyone posted! Hope you enjoyed some of my success stories also. it does work.[/quote]