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[quote=kiwi_gaoth]Hi Emma! Loved your message, felt great to read about your successes!  I am not very expert in manifesting yet, so I can only contribute so much, but it does feel to me that things definitely are headed in the right way in your story, step by step [img]http://cdn.boardhost.com/emoticons/happy.png[/img] I think the shift you felt in your mind probably has a lot to do with it, you seem to be more living knowing that you have it, and letting go of whatever else would be blocking the way - at least that's how it felt to me upon reading your post [img]http://cdn.boardhost.com/emoticons/happy.png[/img] Congrats for the messages! And I totally get what you mean with the neediness feeling of "get your ex back", I noticed that it brings the same to me - whenever I let go for some days of meditations, then things naturally come back in a better place.  I have tried to use CTC a bit more, but I wonder what may trigger this otherwise?  What meditations do you do in the evening - only 3rd party, or do you use PW/BWD as well? I also tend to fall asleep during meditations, when I feel tired I tried to create one on a more "neutral" background music (actually a subliminal on youtube which has nice rain/forest sounds over it), and tried to bring myself in a relaxed state a bit faster than using Lanie's mp3 - otherwise I never make it to the actual discussion part hahaha [img]http://cdn.boardhost.com/emoticons/smile.png[/img] Do you also script in your journal? I was considering that (but would be super scared of someone finding it haha), but haven't tried yet. Very tempted to start "normal" journaling though, to log in a bit the nice small things of my day and practice gratitude [img]http://cdn.boardhost.com/emoticons/happy.png[/img] In any case, thank you for sharing! Can't wait to read about your new future successes [img]http://cdn.boardhost.com/emoticons/happy.png[/img] And thank you for the love! [/quote]