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[quote=Stardust]Hi ladies! Long ass post coming up but I think it will give some of you hope in the method and I would really appreciate the insight. Not so long ago I posted a question about how to focus when doing the meditation as focusing has always been a struggle for me. The past few weeks I stopped doing PW because I got kinda tired of it. I didn't give up on wanting to be with my guy though, just gave myself a break. Last weekend I went on a date with a really nice guy that I really like and we went to the city where my SP lives. Since I met him last summer, I went to his city often in hopes of running into him (quite a big city so chances are slim) and I always looked for his face in the crowd but no success. I spent all weekend with the new guy and even though I thought of my SP a couple of times, I didn't feel desperate anymore to see him. Now get this: on Sunday I had to go back home to my city and needed to switch trains in a different city. I had a bit of time to grab a coffee and as I was walking towards the coffee place I turned my head and saw that a guy passed me and looked a lot like him from the back. As I would never expect to see him in the train station in this city I brushed it off quickly thinking it can't be him and immediately let it go and went to get a coffee. I walked back inside the station and the same guy is coming my way and indeed ladies, it was the face I have been dreaming of for months. We stared at each other as we passed and it was sooooooo damn strong!!! Both of us just stared and neither of us said anything or even smiled. I was so confused and just went to catch my train, I didn't want to run after him. After that I realized that he must've seen me the first time I walked past him but as I was looking to find a Starbucks I had turned my head so he definitely came back in the station to see me. But seriously, the way he looked at me was totally different than last summer when we met. His look was so intense and I think he wanted to smile and talk to me but was awaiting my reaction and too scared to approach me. This guy had rejected me a couple of times because he was dealing with a bad break up and last time I heard from him was end of February when he said he couldn't meet me as he was seeing someone. That's when I discovered PW and started using it. Now the main question: should I reach out and apologize for ignoring him that day and just say he caught me off guard or should I wait to see if he reaches out? I really feel this time it will be different and I have this insanely strong feeling this guy will be mine soon but I'm just not sure he'll reach out as he might be afraid of my reaction considering he has rejected me a couple of times. What do you girls think I should do? So sorry for the long post but reliving the moment I saw him after almost a year gives me insane butterflies and I had to share![/quote]