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[quote=BelleFleur][quote=hermeshorse]So far I've not been in contact but I've been taunted by the prospect of attending another conference next week. Unsure if I'm eligible to attend this one but I've been doing the CYM and rub him down with your essence thing and last night it was wildly emotional, happy emotional, huggy, kissy, snugly emotional. Saying his name, and I can't help but just hold him, play with his hair, stroke him etc. Funniest thing is that I get a strange pins and needles sensation across various bits of my face, neck, shoulders, back as well as the soldier at the castle gate effect. I had a fairly intractable issue today where I could really really do with his help so I mentally called his name several times whilst I was feeling lost. I'm not entirely sure what happened but I felt immediately comforted and compassion from him. I don't want to do that too often as it's unfair to burden him with my issues and I really hate showing my own negative emotions.[/quote] Love this!  I don't think I've gotten those kind of sensations.  Sometimes I'll feel a glow or rush of warmth in my chest when I'm doing meditations and I'll feel really happy.  Sometimes, I feel emotional and my eyes get teary.  I just know it means we're connected. In the connecting to your mate meditation, Lanie has you create a ball of energy to your hands and then project it to your person and imagine it caressing him.  Is this the meditation you are referring to?  [/quote]