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[quote=Hot_red]I can’t recal when I first came here several weeks ago, and posted about my ex. I did the work, until I didn’t. I had some startling realizations about him and our relationship, and stopped when I realized I didn’t want him back. I didn’t wish him ill will, but just let go and gave up. And he reached out to me. I haven’t responded, as I now have no desire to. I realize that the entirety of our relationship was me begging, and being subject to some borderline narcissistic abuse. Do I believe PW worked? Absolutely. A couple of the messages were verbatim what I had him saying. After realizing I no longer wanted him, I have manifested some dates and physical entertainment with a man I already knew. I’d say early stages of a relationship. Yesterday morning I did some (more) PW on this man, put my phone on do not disturb. I did it for about 20 minutes. When I finished I checked my phone and he had texted me about 12 minutes after I started. Coincidence? Maybe, but I think it was the PW. But I can’t help but wonder if this man is doing the same to me? But unintentionally? He has low key flirted with me for a while, and after the break up very non threateningly asked me out to dinner which I refused. Before my awakening regarding my previous relationship, I had an explicit dream about this man, which I clearly recalled, and I rarely remember my dreams. This was 2-3 weeks prior to us going out for the first time. I need to work on him more. I pick up nothing nothing but good vibrations from him. But I want him to be more initiative, and perhaps vulnerable/open. Thanks to all for your support when I was in crisis mode. But this stuff really does work![/quote]