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[quote=annabelle]Super happy for you.  I had my "I don't care" moment recently.  I don't think I've moved into self love but I know I've had a few epiphanies.  Did I spell that correctly?  One amazing thing happened concerning my apartment.  I've been wanting to move on.   I feel I'm stagnating, but I was so afraid I wouldn't be able to find another apartment at this price (can you hear the scarcity and lack?) So I gave notice, decided something better would come along, and generally got into a mind set in which I could take or leave my place.   My landlady came back and offered to take 150.00 a month off my rent.  Now I'm going to save some money and move when I do find a better place.    Its the same thing with my guy...he's gone.  Oh well.   YAY.  I just don't care.  I am not super happy with men presently, but again, at least I am in a much more neutral place. PS   I am kinda disappointed, none of the PW techniques worked for me....not turning heads in stores or picking up other men.  I thought it was a fun thing to do and I had fun trying. But after so many failures?  It has lost its appeal.  I did come back to share the "I don't care" story....because it brought me to a pretty nice place.  Trying to relax about everything else in life...just not care too much.[/quote]