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[quote=intentions]I normally don't post on forums. However, I wanted to share my story because I know that you girl's success story gave me hope during some sad times. I pondered upon Lanie's forum in late January. I had broken up with my boyfriend and we had a fight that would end it all. I knew about the law of attraction so I actually purposely texted him and treated him pretty badly. I wanted to know if I could attract him back. Now I know it would never work between us as he needs to love himself first before he can offer any genuine love to anyone. However, I still loved this man and he was indeed a stubborn one with plenty of female attention. We didn't talk at all and when he did call to return my things, he was very hostile. I practiced the method but was not dedicated to it doing it everyday. I only did it when my heart ached. Anyhow, I started developing even stronger feelings for him and I had no way of knowing if I broke on through as we were not talking. One day  a friend mine found him on a dating site as he was moving on pretty fast. I told her what to say and what he wrote back to her just killed me. I mean he wrote some mean things about me. It broke my heart so bad to hear him say these things, that right then and there, I made up my mind. Screw this POS,  I was done! For me to make up that decision, it was hard, because this was the only man I have fallen in love with. He doesn't know that I love him and we were together 4 yrs. I did the cut the cord method from Lanie's recordings and did it again the next day because I wanted to be done with him.  When I finally made the decision that I didn't care anymore and I wasn't willing to be hurt or sad over him. Things changed! I was happy and not stressed out and that attracted to me, wonderful men that I couldn't decide who I wanted to get to know better. Here is where it gets interesting he started calling me with excuses for certain things. He was hostile but eventually broke and ask for a hug. He never led on that he cared or missed me.  Then tonight, he calls me and starts telling me that he knew I loved him during our relationship. He is not the type to call nor talk very long. A man with few words and never expresses his emotions. We talked more than 3 hrs and more than we ever talked in our whole relationship. He didn't tell me what i imagined in my meditations, but the fact that he reached out and expressed how deep our connection was and that I would never find another like him. He also didn't want to admit it until he badgered me to admit that I had loved him at one point, that he also loved me. It's bittersweet that after the relationship we would even express how we deeply cared and loved each other. So it does work, although I practiced it for about a month and half, it wasn't until CTC that he felt the pain of losing me. I hope this helps you guys. This man was hard to break in every way, I mean 4 yrs together and not one, I love you. Therefore a very stubborn, strong man with high pride who would never break. The fact that he confessed or tried to get it out of me speaks volume. Thank you Lanie and you girls, you gave me my strength back because I was so depressed and if it wasn't for you, I would have been and depress over him til this day! Now although I want him and love him,  I still chose to move on because I know there is someone who is a better fit for me out there. I will update you guys more how he is acting though despite that I stopped doing the meditations. The key was I tricked my brain to think that he was in love with me and was miserable without me. I do believe PW works and they do feel it, it took him 3 months to finally kinda break. I think if I had continue it would grow stronger but I was getting attacehd and I didnt want to be too attached. [/quote]