Hey lovelies,

I'm so confused right now... all the work that I've done the techniques, visualizations, scripting and then suddenly out of nowhere he acts like before?! WTF?

Since our date at the movies we met one time nothing special just a bit talking and loooooong eye contact but then he said 'don't look at me in that way..' 'like what?' 'like you would expect something..' But why is he looking me in the eyes for so long if he doesn't expect anything? There were some situations where I thought that he doesn't really know what to do... for example he only touched my legs while I was sitting next to him with his fingers. One time it looked like he wanted to lay his hand on my leg but then on the way to my leg he suddenly formed his hand to a fist lol like a bro fist on the leg.. awkward... xD.

As he left he gave me a really looong and gentle hug and said 'well goodbye little sheep' (and he didn't say that for a long time...) that confused me even more. This was on I don't remember exactly thursday or friday. On saturday I went for a halloween party with my girls and one friend (male) (in the past he didn't like this guy because he always thought it would be possible that we would hook up sometime but we never did and I never wouldnt because as you know I want just HIM!!!). After that night he suddenly changed his picture again on a photo from summer where he was with his female colleagues and their friends (so a picture with one of his colleagues and two other girls). In the last few days I really was happy that he only had pictures of himself on his profile picture and after I had a picture of my friends from halloween as my profile picture he changed it as well .. coincidence? I don't think so...

After that he changed his behaviour... And I became anxious and jealous... And I asked him if there's something more with his colleague and he said 'are you jealous?' so I told him that it just looks like that there's something between them and he sad 'no there's nothing...don't be silly'
And yesterday he said something I really didn't expect... the last few weeks we talked some days about sex again and as I noticed that he has the urge to sleep with me again I said would need time to trust him again and he said he would give me the time I would need and I thought our connection would grow day by day especially because he talked about us again with 'belle and beast' calling me 'little sheep' and stuff.. but then....
Yesterday he sent me some kinky pictures and I said 'don't send me something like this or I can't resist you as I planned..' (just teasing him) but then he answered 'I WOULDN'T EVEN WANT TO'?!!!! WTF?? So we get a discussion because I didn't understand anything anymore.. I said 'we were talking about sex the last few days and now you want to tell me you don't want to anymore?' 'yes' 'that doesn't make sense at all' 'I don't understand your problem... friends don't have sex' (((

So we're back at the same situation one month ago... he changed totally and now I'm back to square one... what did I do wrong? Is it hopeless then?
I don't know what to do or think anymore...

Yesterday I did a long session of PW/BWD to make him horny and change his mind again/Visualization... but I don't know if that will help anymore... Why I'm running in circles.. I really thought we are on a good way to getting back again :'(