HH !!!!! Girls !!!!! Boys !!!! and everyone else !!!!! It works !!!!! Like magic !!!! It does !!!!!
Lanie !!!!! Thank you !!!!!
Neville !!!!! Thank you !!!!!
And everyone else!!!!! Thank you !!!!

HH, perhaps this might not help you much but I will still post it. 
That friend of mine, that I mentioned in previous post, just texted a few minutes ago "I hurted u i agree but m sorry for that n sometimes I really need u re"
These were her words. These are not exactly as I vusalised but trust me, it's very very very close !!!!!!!

HH, darling it works !!!!! I hope it uplifts you a little. Be happy girl!!!!

^Hi Aphrodite11, great to see you back. How are you??

Old threads (inactive for 30 days) were purged a couple of months back.

Thank you so much everyone.  Thank you for being so uplifting in this difficult time for me. Blue thank you for the links.

I guess what's difficult for me to understand is he is thinking of me and he does miss me - but while missing me and thinking of me, he made the decision to move forward with someone else.  He can think about me all he wants but that doesn't mean he doesn't think about this girl as much and that she is right for him.  Im not sure.  I guess with LOA they say time doesn't matter - so it can be a year, five more years, however long it takes.

Also, it's working so if I stop doing the technique, does the bucket stay full or does it get cleared out?  Last night was the first night in more than 6 months that I didn't do the technique.  

I am in the shock feeling more than anything at this point.  But I will keep my head up.  I appreciate you all.

 

Thanks DC.  She didn't mean harm and according to her, actually didn't want to tell me initially.  I believe, she felt the need to tell me because I was helping her other son with something (my ex's brother) so we have gotten closer in the past month.  Maybe she didn't want me to find out from the community because it's small and things get around. I'm not sure why though, that's just my speculation.  
But you're right, she feels uneasy.  She doesn't like the girl and told me she prays he changes his mind.  She confided in me and told me that he didn't tell her about the engagement until after a month later (which is unlike him to hide anything from her or his brother). (Yes, he has been engaged for a month but I found out yesterday and she found out a week ago).  She told me she is uneasy with the situation and that he changed completely because of this girl.  The mother and my ex used to talk once a day when we were together and ever since he started dating this new girl, it seems like my ex changed his relationship with his mom and barely talks to her. She doesn't like the girl and according to what she told me, she does not believe in her heart that she is the right person for him.  She told me she was distraught about it but she doesn't know what to do except to accept it because he is her son.  Maybe it was a way for her to tell me that she was routing for us but it didn't work out... 
 

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emmiline wrote:

^Hi Aphrodite11, great to see you back. How are you??

Old threads (inactive for 30 days) were purged a couple of months back.

I am great emmiline !!!! working on myself !!!!

And wwwwhaaaat !!!!!
Nooooooooooooooo !!!!!!!!! That can't be true !!!!!!!!!!!
I had bookmarked some !!!!!!!!!!!!!
They were useful !!!!!!!!!!
Is there no way to have them back !!!!!!!!!!