Snoopy828 wrote:

Jen Im confused you have 2 more love spells to do?
And how were you guys B4 the love spell?

 
Snoopy, I'm on week two and completed two out of the four that you're required to do. My third LS will be tonight and the final one on Thursday.

We used to live together and he moved out five months ago and back in with his ex wife to see his children as she won't allow him access to them when with me.

During the past five months, he's told me over and over how much he regrets leaving and how much he loves me and that he wants to come back but then does a full 360 and completely disconnects because he's afraid of not seeing his children again as his ex wife reminds him every day of that.

Now that I've commenced performing my techniques, I know (not hope) he will work through all of his obstacles (and there are many) and will be back ❤️

Jen wrote:

Update: Since seeing my man on Monday, he has not called me or messaged so it appears he's gone silent on me again.

I'm not ok with it but accepting it nonetheless and keeping positive and of course continuing my PW and BWD.

❤️

I'm feeling you Jen.  I flew over to my loves country last week, it wasn't to see him but when he heard I was coming he asked if I wanted him to come and spend time and we spent an amazing night and the next afternoon together.  I haven't heard a thing from him since the day before I came home!  Things were fine when he left and we had a few laughs by message but now he's gone back to being quiet and hasn't read the messages I sent before I left!

Like you i'm not feeling too good about it but trying to keep my chin up and just know that he's overcome with the feelings he has after spending time with me (or so i'm telling myself lol).

Wish I knew why guys did this!
 

Last edited by daisychain (4/12/2017 2:29 am)

I know exactly what you mean Jen, I feel the same....I've had this urge since yesterday to call him and about half an hour ago I found myself hitting the call button without thinking! I panicked and immediately hung up so no idea if it connected or not!

We'll both get there just gotta be strong and keep our eyes on the end x

Jen wrote:

Daisychain, I too wish I knew.

There's a very small non manifesting side of me that wants to contact him and tell him "I feel stupid and used by you telling me how much you love me and get very intimate with me and then decide to go dead silent".

And then there's the strong manifesting side of me that says be quiet and be strong as this is only temporary.

 
This is exactly my experience,  omg it's like I'm reading my own post! Same exact experience wth?!
I sooo needed to read this as I am having not so good of an emotional moment rn. I miss him like an idiot and he doesn't bother to even open the message I sent him and that i caved only bc it was his birthday. I have so much going on in my life and that isn't even enough to distract me from his thoughts. ; (

Completed week 2 last night. Still NC from him but I know he won't be able to hold it for much longer 😁