My POI and me text irregularly, sometimes 3 times a week, sometimes not for a month. It does not bother me that much, because I know now that no contact can actually be easier than contact, and I can feel him getting closer bit by bit. We have not seen eachother for half a year now.

Yesterday we were texting, I told him that my kids are on holiday with their grandparents and he immediately suggested we'd meet up. Oh my god, my heart just stopped for a second 😶

So...tomorrow we are seeing eachother...and I expected to just be extremely happy. But I am just so scared! 😶 I guess I am mostly scared that he will act as if nothing is going on, or that I will be really dissapointed, or...I don't know.

And when I am thinking those thoughts, I get afraid that I mess up all the PW work I have done with having such a low vibration....wow...I am quite the emotional mess at the moment, while I should just be the happiest woman in the world 😉

I really need some encouragement!

Last edited by Noeshe (5/03/2017 1:23 pm)