I love this!  I've been lurking but not posted for a while as it's been so negative!  I'll be honest I've dipped in had a giggle at the arguments and come out again.

This post though is brilliant. I have been feeling something very similar over the past few weeks so can completely identify with you.  Isn't it a wonderful feeling!  I did manifest him back in early February and it quickly fizzled, and I think it's because I hadn't harnessed this feeling you are talking about (which is EVERYTHING).  So all of the doubt, fear and insecurity crept in without me realising. If he came back now, it would be VERY different.  I remember doing the love spell at around that time and all I felt was anxious and fearful and was picking up on some weird and icky vibes.  This time around though it's light, fun and quite intriguing.  I've started listening to subliminals again ((like you)  loving my life and feeling this connection and love that is indescribable for him and from him.  It's like I just know.  I have a feeling, even though we have been back and forth for two years now,  that THIS feeling you are talking about - and I too am experiencing - is the sweet spot. I don't think I've felt this content before when it comes to this rascal.  The truth is, we have both let go of the desperation so all that is left is love.   I have feeling that this why I, and others, have failed at this because until you reach this place without doing it on purpose it's coming from a longing, gnawing place rather than a loving, open and fun one.  One day you wake up and are sick of feeling sick about it and stop the crap I keep reading about on here.  While it's funny to read - and I empathise, because I've been there - it's never going to work from that place.  

Like Lanie says at the end of the love spell meditation "You KNOW he will be yours"  

You go girl, and thanks for the uplifting post xx