I also manifested at the beginning of the week a huge fear of mine which proves that thoughts do create reality. I cried for 2 days but since I now know that we do create our own reality I am working on changing the situation as reality is a load of sh***t esp. if it is not what we want.
Do a lot of self love...plenty and affirmations. I listened to a youtube of Abraham Hicks today and they said something that if we are heartbroken then that means we don't think we are in control of what we want and we do create our own reality so we can change it. Need to find it. 
Affirm that you are first best and i know it is hard but ignore what he does..shrug it off...you are first best and he wants you! When you think of him think of him paying you extra attention. Continue doing the PW that you are doing coz I have had proof it works. You are manifesting...you have proof it works..your fears came into your reality. Now, don't focus on that and don't write about it too much.
Just continue with ignoring reality, don't speak/think about it too much as it brings negative energy, do self love and affirmations, visualise what you want and pw. It works! And read/listen to videos that will encourage you. 
 

Thank you girls for your answers! I really need to get in a better feeling place! I'm working with self love affirmations and meditations. I just have immense problems creating the feelings of love and appreciation and worthiness during affirmations/meditations. And right now my feelings for my love are not very lovely but resentment and disappointment. The thought of him not caring for me at all etc is really painful. So I think I'll skip PW for a few days until I'm feeling more in love with him again. But I'm really happy that you think my hopes are not in vain and that I'm able to turn the situation around!

Hey! I seen your updated post and you wanted us to respond on this new post. I had to find it

I still think by what you've shared T likes you or is attracted at the very least. He was just taken off guard that someone else noticed it and now it's "clean up" time. Again...his touches are far too intimate to be friendly, exactly why this other woman is excited and blushing as well. And yes, you did manifest that...but you can turn it around by just knowing and seeing yourself as the ish and her...well she's a non mf factor.;). Like literally. He used her to play it off.

Taking time off is not a bad thing. It can refresh a situation.

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