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Months later and I feel his energy?
As I write this I am overwhelmed with an immense feeling of sadness. Last year I pussywhipped my friend with benefits of six years something serious and we got closer than we ever been. I also found out then we have a past life/karmic stuff in our birth charts. He also confessed that he wanted me in THAT way. The truth came out and he freaked and ran like the Aquarius he is until I joined him for a short trip in his city (he footed the bill and flew me out). It ended abruptly after I left and he basically only liked my pics here and there and I would do the same on social media. This went on for four months until one day I commented on a photo and he sent a quick direct message.
We exchanged one or two messages before I blew up and blocked him because I felt like I never got an explanation for why he went ghost and got scared after I left. I was over the game. He tried to send me a request and I never accepted it. It mysteriously disappeared and he had been removed from the blocked list. I BS you not. I blocked him again and that was that.
That was over six months ago. I've been having thoughts of him here over the months but nothing as strong as I had when we were still in contact. Sometimes I never thought about him at all and when I did, I felt "proud" I ended it. I finally unblocked him the other day on my IG but did not reach out. I just unblocked him and a few other friends I have since made amends with. Since then I've had random thoughts of him and I sent him a message via PW saying I forgive you and hurriedly cut the cord which is something I have done before several times since we stopped talking.
Today however idk what it is but I have been hit with these super intense feelings of longing for him and feelings of sadness. I feel like I'm going nuts because I don't know what it means to me. I also know my pride would never let me contact him ever. So here I am a bit confused because after all of this, his hooks are still in me.
I cut the cord and that provided me with some relief but I seriously feel like I'm under psychic attack and I feel it in my heart chakra.
Any thoughts ladies?
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Re: Months later and I feel his energy?
I don't have an answer for what you should do, but just wanted to share that I've been going through something similar with my ex.
I PW'ed my ex for about a year (not every day, but it was done intensely for a long period of time) - then when he flaked on a meetup in December which *he* suggested, I started losing my feelings for him.
I haven't done PW since then (so about 7 months) but the psychic bond is still there because I still feel when he's thinking/missing me.
I've cut the cord several times, and it lasts for maybe a week or so, then it gets re-attached. Ugh.
I'm starting to just accept that this is just my karma for doing PW. My fault for creating a strong psychic connection. Now I don't know how to get rid of it.
Sorry, wish I was of more help.
- DeDe651
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Re: Months later and I feel his energy?
getitgirl wrote:
I don't have an answer for what you should do, but just wanted to share that I've been going through something similar with my ex.
I PW'ed my ex for about a year (not every day, but it was done intensely for a long period of time) - then when he flaked on a meetup in December which *he* suggested, I started losing my feelings for him.
I haven't done PW since then (so about 7 months) but the psychic bond is still there because I still feel when he's thinking/missing me.
I've cut the cord several times, and it lasts for maybe a week or so, then it gets re-attached. Ugh.
I'm starting to just accept that this is just my karma for doing PW. My fault for creating a strong psychic connection. Now I don't know how to get rid of it.
Sorry, wish I was of more help.
I appreciate your reply! Thx so much for sharing your thoughts and story. Ironically enough he sent me a friend request on social media this morning and liked a recent picture but we haven't spoken. I really don't know how I feel about it. A part of me is "happy" and another part is apprehensive.
I'm just blown away by the connection honestly.
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Re: Months later and I feel his energy?
My ex did the same - he followed me on Instagram, but then he unfollowed me the next day. LOL. I also felt sort of happy (because we ended badly and my ego got a kick out of thinking he was gonna apologize), but then...nothing.
Oddly enough, a month later, I bumped into him on the street with his new gf. I've been trying to bump into him for an entire year (I know where he works and which gym he goes to), yet when I stop giving a shit we cross paths.
As Lanie said in another thread - PW is no joke, it will create a connection and you will feel intense feelings even after a long period of time. For me it's not every single day, but when it hits me, it's like the intense longing and sadness you wrote about.
I have to actively remind myself to focus on the next guy whenever those feelings pop up.
How do you know that you have a past life/karmic connection in your birth charts?
I'm starting to suspect I have a karmic connection with my ex too.
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