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I've been doing PW for 2 or 3 weeks now - along with other LOA and meditation activities. I haven't really manifested exactly what I want yet - for one of my POI to come see me, or even for him to message me first more often; but I do feel like it's had a small effect so far. Prior to LOA and PW, there was a period of a month or so where I felt really ignored. Prior to that period of feeling ignored, this particular POI would like almost *every* thing I put on social media. That stopped, along with the cute morning messages, lunch time messages, and so on. I also haven't seen this person now in almost 2 month .
But... for the past 3 or 4 days... the social media "liking" has resumed. -- not quite as fervent as before -- but definitely more than most of my other social media friends. I'll check social media and see he's liked 5 or 6 recent posts, and an hour later I'll check again and see he's liked 3 or 4 more things.
I'm not taking this to mean he "likes" me, that would be silly. It may just be that he's seen I've been moving on with my life, and feels more comfortable being on "friendly" terms with me now - and before he may have not wanted to "encourage" me too much because I was so in love with him.
Although I do love this POI, I try to let go, and tell myself to be grateful just for his friendship, and that if there is someone better for him, then that just means there's someone better for me too. We're both single right now (As far as I know at least lol). But I know my worst fear is seeing his relationship status change on social media lol ... I try to not think about that though because I know by thinking about that fear I am manifesting it to actually happen, but some days it is a pretty big fear and I have trouble not thinking about it. So when I do think about it, I just tell myself the above, that if it's in our best interest to be together, God/Universe will make it happen, and if not, then God/Universe will have something even better waiting for both of us.
Last edited by RainbowUnicorn (8/09/2017 7:21 am)