It's been ages since I've been on this forum.  It's because I've been working diligently on LOA to return my ex.  Things were going very well.  Slowly, but well.  He had left me for another woman almost a year ago and we had zero contact until I discovered LOA in July.  Since then we had sporadic, but consistent contact about work-related topics (we are in different locations so we never run into each other.  Things were getting better and better!
About a week ago he sent me a drunken text in the middle of the night that said I looked good in my new work profile pic (WIN!)
Then today.  We were on the phone.  Haven't spoken since the text.  We were having a friendly conversation and I was teasing him about not knowing how old I am.  He suddenly went off on how he's happy things ended the way they did with us and how we can be colleagues again.  And he's over us and hopes I am too.  Mind you I mentioned NOTHING about our relationship. I've just been having friendly discussions with him since we began talking.  This was out of the BLUE and threw me for a loop.  I'm assuming he brought this up because he knew he crossed the line by complimenting my looks.
I'm extremely discouraged right now.  I'm struggling to fight back the tears here at work.  I'm sick to my stomach.  I had been doing visualizations every single day.  Lately I was working on a visualization of him telling me he misses me. Someone PLEASE reply.  I"m truly about to give up.