NCgirl wrote:

It has been around 3 years since I first read PW.  It was randomly given to me by a friend, who knew I was going through a rough patch(lost my job and my relationship all in about a 2 week period).
Long story short, the person I was manifesting back was VERY stubborn.  As in, the first three times I called out to him during visualization he looked back, and proceeded to RUN away!😂😂  Finally, after letting go I began to attract attention from every male in the tristate area and a new career.  After about 2 months, I got a few texts and one night when I was out socializing he showed up.  I asked how he was and he seemed down.  Later that night he found me and proceeded to tell me everything I had visualized him saying, including his family telling him I was the one for him the night before!
We started seeing each other and it faded out again, no fight or ending.  Simply stopped talking out of the blue again.  I did my own thing and over the last few years we have gone on a date or two about every 6 months.
Okay, so I'm confident enough now to know if I really put the energy in, I could get his attention and have him for my own.  Unfortunatly(or fortunately)I feel as if maybe I deserve someone who is more of a match.  See, they're smart, funny, well liked, but in the last year's have slept around.  I haven't which was my own choice.  I have let go of my judgement due to that, BUT wondering if our values don't line up.  If you dont like someone, why did you sleep with them and continue to text them???? Furthermore,  he has a tendency to be very intense and then get bored.  He's been waiting for me this whole time but still has deep rooted insecurities which lead him to be obsessed to "the chase" and "winning". 
My vision board has a very specific type of man on it and I feel very connected to 'my person'.  I have spent months muddling through how I desire to feel with my person and what resonates most is a warm, safe, comfortable, elated feeling.  Similar to how I feel about my close friends but more intimate.  I feel that they are with me(side note: went to write "its crazy i know" and my internal voice said "dude no its not shut up, he's right here😏)  When I see my former POI I feel connected but also very nervous.  I'm fidgety and shake the whole time im with him.  Last few times I have had a good time, but was a little bored. Good? Bad? Im unsure of whether I should truly to manifest a new person and let him go permanantly. 
Advice or examples of your experiences would be great.  Thanks guys!!

 
Are you aware of Agnes vivarelli?

Everyone is you pushed out. Watch it. I hope things will become clear to you