Posted in Veronicas forum too, hope this is ok  

So, it was like I had a realisation this weekend, I woke up and realised that the guy I have been trying to attract back, hasn't been the one that I have wanted, I had made small manifestations but no contact from him. But I was hearing from my other guy all the time.

Long story short, he is in the army now, we broke up nearly a year ago, never really gone a whole month without contact because he can never leave me alone (not being big headed I just think he has just found it really hard to let go.) This guy was and still is the love of my life and I have been denying it so much and almost transferring it onto someone I dated for 6 weeks...There is no way I could be in love after 6 weeks, I'm just not wired that way. Anyway I asked the universe to clarify who I truly desire and who I should choose...well as I was in the shower, my phone went off and my love from the army popped up. If that isn't a clear cut sign then I don't know what is haha!

So anyway, I haven't actually done a lot of visualisation on him the last few months, but I noticed when I was thinking of the new guy, my mind always wondered to the army guy. So I really do think my true desire is with him.

The amazing thing is, I don't care if I get him back or not, i want to be happy with or without him, and I want him to be happy with or without me. I guess that was true unconditional love is! 

But the amount of success I have had with manifesting contact with him and even met up with him a few times.

I visualised and used PW but only thought of romantic loving scenarios in stead of sexual. I scripted, I even pretended to have conversations with my friends about us being together again and how he is now the man I have always dreamed of (When I was alone of course). 

So recently I had been affirming aloud that he loves me and only wants me, that he is committing to me and respects me, etc. I was doing it yesterday morning, and in the evening for the first time in a long time he was telling me how much he missed cuddling up next to me and that we had something. That he just cant commit right now, so I didn't freak out, as I feel a bit immune to everything he says to me now, i just said its a choice he makes but I understand..

We agreed to a fresh start, forgetting the past and being friends (for now) even though I know deep down we both want more. But I need to build a friendship and new relationship with him first before proper commitment. I want to do it properly this time other than rushing into things. 

But it does work and always works, if you set your mind to it, love yourself, make yourself happy, you can do this. If it comes from a place of desperation and neediness it will back fire. Trust me I have been there too!! I heard everything under the sun, he doesnt have feelings for me, he doesn't love me anymore, doesn't care, met someone new, blah blah blahhhh That is how I see it anyway. I just think yeah alright then dear, you keep telling yourself that hahaha! 

UPdate: I started the love spell on C (army guy) last night and whilst I was doing this the candle melted on this wooden heart plaque I put it on! Thought that was kinda intense lol!! Literally melted all over his sock and the heart and my wooden side table!! 

Hope this has encouraged people today. It can be done if you put your heart and mind to it all  xxx

Last edited by Evey2222 (4/03/2017 2:37 am)